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Stan Pins ✨ ✧˖°ˈ·*ε-(๑˃́ε˂̀๑ )
One of the stuffs I was working on yesterday ・:*+.\(( °ω° ))/.:+ I finally had time to make button pins using my artwork, and I was also testing out the photo tops I bought recently uwu ✨
I got three holographic photo tops: 2 types of sparkles and 1 broken glass. Then I also got the glitter photo top uwu. I honestly can’t decide which one to choose cuz they all look so pretty and sparkly 😭 I guess the glitter one’s my fave?
I love how it makes the prints look pigmented, and the texture omg it’s like scratching that itch in my brain XD It also looks so nice under the light, like it’s literally glittering and shimmering ughh💖✨The holographic ones are also lovely 💖 I just dislike how tinted they look on the print, but the rainbow effect is so nice when light bounces off the buttons aaaaa fine I’m buying them all again for restock (,,Ծ‸Ծ,, )
I have so manyyyy plans like, chill the effin down, Shieee. Breathe. Breathe. Ya got this. We can do them one step at a time. No one’s rushing you. I guess I’m kinda gettin’ overwhelm on how many stuffs I wanted to accomplish this year, but yea I need to remind myself that we got plentyyyyyy of time!


I also made prints! I tried printing it on a bigger canvas this time since most of the sizes I’ve been printing were like 5x7 inches haha can’t wait to organize my wall this weekend, I’ll be moving my chibi artworks on the other side, then fill my wall with my Stan artworks uwu (as if I made that many lmao) 💖💖 I’m just happy I’m finally using my printer and sticker cutting machine again, it’s been my dream to make a merch out of my artworks and hopefully to supply an art shop here at our city one day hehe💖 ohhhh and I really like how the pins turned out, I’m already using them on my work bag teehee >u< 💖💖 they look so cuteeeee 💖 I better come up some good excuse if ever my coworkers ask about them haha like “oh I got these from my fave artist” so no further questions will be asked XD I don’t really want them to know I’m an artist or anything haha anyway it’s time for me to eep cuz I haven’t had a proper 8 hrs sleep since last week sgdhdjdjd
#stan pines#gravity falls stanley#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fanart#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls#gravity falls stan pines#button pins#art print#this is probably the only time i’m actually blogging haha#blogging is actually fun#falling in love with stan pines each day#trying to make my dream into a reality#Spotify
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new official illust of them with puppies healed something in me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#file name pupys btw bc they r all. pupys#6 pupys in this image#cries eternally u kno the cruel thing is there is no winning fr me when it comes 2 creating art fr this series#i draw them in canon situations i experience pain i draw them in noncanon Relaxed situations i experience pain#illusion of choice.....#regardless i care them so much i would MUCH rather them b in a sunny field with dogs#i will endure the bittersweet feeling of being an audience member n knowing that their reality is nowhere this tranquil#i can dream :'< i can draw :'<#anyway this took a billion years bc i made megumi stand smh#he didnt fight or anything but th overall Composition ws a bit harder 2 navigate because of it#smth smth sizing smth smth planes idk i cant draw#i think it makes sense tho! nobara/yuuji sitting chilling casually rolling a tennis ball fr their puppies#meanwhile megumi Actively trying 2 train his#head in hands god im MISERABLE#anyway this will b available as a print per request if any1 wants 2 b miserable with me
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"- but with whom can you sit in water?"
and who can hop in the bath with you to make a show of not caring about your tattoos, and how can you not find it hard to hide your disdain at the attempt.
because either this is a trap you have blindly walked into again . . . or he really does love you and could have loved you all this time. and despite all that-
you cannot turn from the path that you are on.
#fallen hero#fhr#fallen hero: retribution#fallen hero: revelations#ricardo ortega#sidestep#chargestep#dion bishop#my art#ok i did not realise the revelations demo was out so teehee i haven't played it yet#i have such a clear image of elena’s farm. refurbed a bit and lots of colour. ortega put in the bars himself hence the new plaster#and dion having an en suite and like struggling so much with being unable to just run away. and that people(especially ortega) have seen hi#pre-reveal dion is cagey but he’s definitely softer with ortega cause there was that barrier and almost dream-like curtain that#dion could go ‘i can have this much#cause anything real will never happen’. and then everything is too real. and dion is just trying to have a bath and he’s trying not to#be repulsed by his own body and markings. and the fact he can’t just escape if he needs to.#and then ortega is barging in and kinda making a show of how not-bothered he is by dion’s markings which manages to annoy dion more#i think dion is more..caustic(?) during this time. at first. because he kinda can’t accept the reality that ortega is fine with it#and it’s very self-sabotagey. that curtain is gone and so that softness is too.#but of course ortega persists and starts getting to dion proper#^these are tags are from when i posted the very first sketch of this in like september skjdghdjk#AND ALSO so sos so so happy with how this came out#shouout to my friend anonbea who gave me sooooo many helpful tips with this piece#it's very ambitious for me and i got overwhelmed once or twice but IM JUST REALLY HAPPY#hope to keep this momentum up and do more interactive + bg pieces
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In the narrow hours of the night I will wake to a downpour; through the window see your trashcans shining. I will swaddle myself in your warmest jacket, put on my big rain boots. I will brave this storm for you.
And when I am cold and wet and beyond porch light's reach, trashcans in tow, I will watch the world past your driveway. I will love the way dark turns form to silhouette, how the sound of my steps drown beneath the rain's big hush. I will want to leave you and your trashcans. To wander the earth as all lost things do.
#phrasing inspired by I Will by Mitski#mind adds final lines of Margaret Atwood's Speeches For Dr Frankenstein to the end ('I will not come when you call') but thats a me problem#goddamnit i was trying to write something romantic but it ended up being about religious alienation again#whatever i had a dream about a post with a premise like this so i decided to make it a reality#my poetry#trashcans#(trashcannots)#im supposed to be rushing to finish my CPR recertification rn#meposting#rain
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Raven Queen, Daughter of the Evil Queen
Concept Design for: Ever After
#ever after high#eah#eah reboot#raven queen#redesign#concept art#ever after high reboot#please show your support in trying to make this reality#i will genuinely cry if this show gets to production it is my dream
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GRAB A COPY FROM YOUR LOCAL COMIC SHOP AND SUPPORT RISE OF THE TMNT!

I opted for the classic cover A.
Remember the issues are also available digitally now:
Google Play / Apple
Or whatever App store that sells comics!
Also Barnes and Noble is doing 25% pre-orders if you want the hardcover edition!
#me#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#thisll be my last boost sorry for hyping but im just trying so hard to make dreams reality
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Maladaptive daydreaming.
#daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder#maladaptive behaviors#maladaptive coping#dissociation#immersive daydreaming#dimond speaks#yeah so adding this to my list here lol#my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams#they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really.#i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh#my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream)#but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work#and they can last for a LONG time too#i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before#this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao#weeeee#anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post#it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post#it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y#but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams#like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it#the void is the general dissociation from reality#then you emerge in the dream#i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch#and i'll stay there until something snaps me out#strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot#anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there#if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.
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For the @womenincomicsminibang, to go with @themyscirah's fic Howl!
#diana of themyscira#wonder woman#dc comics#my art#wanted to try working a lot with dream logic blending into reality for this one!#some elements may be a little less well incorporated than I would have liked#but when things don't make sense they're not really supposed to#cw medical restraints
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Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me
#i still cant believe how much this new opening theme goes off.... DREAM SAVE ALL OF US 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 💥💥💥💥💥💥#wait a second. the robot attacked 200 years ago. the void century was 800 years ago no????? what#oh see it was made 900 years ago.... but why did it attack 200 years ago then.... what happened#it is still so funny how they made evegapunk einstein but with some cunty long legs#200 years ago they gave rights to the gyojin!!! i see i see ✍️✍️also i still wonder why law and kuma have similar hat and pants designs#like there is NO WAY that much similarity isnt done on purpose. NO FUCKING WAY!!! I NEED ANSWERS!!!#are they annihliating cp ships akdhakskd yeah vegapunk letsgo#also the opening song is about dreams and the end one is about luffy reaching shanks...... havent got a clue why but there it is#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1098#also is lucci named lucci bc it kinda sounds like luffy. SERAPHIM KUMA HAS HIS DEVIL FRUIT???? vegapunk could only make zoan fruits????#also wdym when cp0 acts it means its some historic event. lucci is like 25. where are the experienced people here#sentomaru works for vegapunk??? maybe i forgor about this tbh also do theu have a doffy seraphim??? the fact they have animal names....#stussy letting kaku get hurt akdhsjsn oh atlas has lamb ears..... and lucci said she is is prey... no..... the foresahdowing :(#lucci you fucked up she just gave luffy food... that a death sentence look what happened to kaido#episode 1099#<- oh my god btw. god. jesus.#why is akainu telling the cp0 what to do or thinks he can do that... thats the world gov... also thinkng about how garp should fight him#and not luffy.... because of ace you know... i still wonder how did sengoku know who ace's father was... there is only one man who knew....#everyone trying to stop them from fighting ajdhsksjks two rabid dogs fr#LUFFY TAKING OFF HIS JACKET WHEN LUCCI ASKS FOR HIS WANTED SIGN!!!! GO OFF KING!!!! SLAY!!! THE CREW SAW HIM!!! FINALLY!!!#i have been smiling since he started the transformation this is so sick...... i have got a case of the luffy brain#zoan fruits steal the personality of the user when they awaken ✍️✍️ luffy???? nami being the only one who saw gear 5 <3 twins manifesto#robin being so shook about luffy being a god ajdbjansk wdym devil fruits exist because people wish for them. fairy magic real????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARE FROM ALTERNATE REALITIES WHERE SOMEONE DREAMT ABOUT THEM??? DOES HE TRAVEL THRU REALITIES FOR THEM???#jinbe has been making this face 😧 every episode three times it is amazing ajdhaksnsk poor man... now he sees a kid angel version of himself#after seeing hia captain turn into a god... he is gonna get a stroke OMG SENTOMARU WE JUST GOT YOU BACK#episode 1100#<- CRAZY. INSANE. OH GOD. ONLY 12 LEFT. THATS A WEEKEND!!! I CANT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My villain origin story will be if Jonathan does not work at the radio station and it’s some other character
#LET THE MAN ANNOY THE TOWN WITH JOY DIVISON AND TELEVISION AND TALKING HEADS AND EVERY BAND HE LOVES!!!!#same applies to will too#also Dustin should also work there cause he likes radio stuff too and he could be like the sound guy or something :]#i want my dream of my blorb having a radio show where he gets to play faves become a reality#why do you think I made the college radio au in the first place? it’s cause I think he’d make a radio show!#i will be disappointed if it doesn’t happen#anyways I’ll try not expect it cause the duffers will probably give to a fan favourite (staring at you Steven >:[)#stranger things#jonathan byers
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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH FROM HELL!
Sometimes there is no bigger torment then being reminded that your family will never be the loving and supportive idealism you experience in your dreams 💕
#hazbin hotel#animatic#angel dust#arakniss#I spent longer trying to make this a video then I did doing all the pieces#there’s more piece too but after an hour on Instagram reels trying I had to make a TikTok#and tiktok only allows 35 images so I had to cut like 80 frames#but here it is#trixie and Katya show#don’t overthink the message just…don’t do it#I just heard the audio again the other week on YouTube and I had an itch to try something new and it’s far from my idea of my best but#it’s fine I drew it sleep deprived and I no longer have access to windows movie maker#I hope you all enjoy and happy pride month to anyone who celebrates#I can post some frames if people want but eh#urgh do you think Angel woke up then with his eyes starting to water#and he could still feel that comforting hand on his shoulder from his older brother#but he hasnt seen his actual brother for years and he hates him hed never be accepting or supportive to angel#so it just leaves this hollow lonely feeling#also dreams are weird and wrap reality so it makes senxe theyre in their current hell forms in 1920 new work
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Are there any zero escape fan games like how there’s a bunch of danganronpa fan games cuz if not we must ask ourselves whyyyyy
#zero escape#i like to brainstorm shit like what would my dr game look like or saw trap concepts or just like original death game ideas#but ive not thought much about any original nonary game ideas#like theres rewrites and crossovers but im talking original characters in a nonary game type deal#id maybe try to do something with the concept of dreams being affected by the morphogenetic fields or something#how much of the dream is reality and how much is illusion what can we make real#no idea what the setting would be
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okay i’m actually back because i need to show you Him

#was trying to explain the Halloween costume i had wanted to do to my friend#and i had no real explanation so i just needed to draw it#that is actually a VERY good rendition of my cowboy boots if i do say so myself#the blood was not originally part of the picture but i drew it on SO violently - my friend was fucking sobbing#she says that she is going to put him up on her fridge#truly the greatest honor#alas i did not find the white and gold women’s blazer i needed to make this dream a reality…#maybe next year
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being super normal about White calling Billy "a dreamer"after the events of Maybe No Go
#truly alarming amount of tags on this post don't click read more fr#the venture bros#pete white#bily quizboy#billy whalen#idk man the way they balance each other is really interesting#the things they agree on and disagree on are almost arbitrary#'you can't put mouthwash in a cookie' 'trust me' vs 'we should spend 10 mil on a motorcycle instead of housing' 'that's such a cool idea'#billy trying to pep white up about the ball#'this was your dream too' like come on dude when have pete's dreams ever worked out#when have yours#'what are we gonna do now billy?' 'we'll cross that bridge when we come to it'#baby the bridge has never been more present#ALSO white calling billy the dreamer when HE'S the one who pushes so hard for things#billy has dreams that might not be realistic but they give him hope and he works around the way the world works to make things happen#like being a self-taught surgeon and believing in a magic ball#pete has dreams IN SPITE of what is realistic and he will mold reality to be what he wants in order to make it happen#like fixing the quizshow and pretty much everything that happened in invisible hand of fate#and they both have disabilities that affect them in vastly different ways and impact their relationship with realistic goals#like billy's hydrocephalus being presented to the audience as mostly a social issue for him and the hand and eye being marks of trauma#rather than like an actual block for him beyond needing to tune the hand up every now and then#vs white's albinism making him physically unable to be in direct sunlight and making him actively fearful of doing certain things and#being certain places#to be clear i know the actual effects of hydrocephalus as well as the hand and eye but this is based on how the show presents it#like billy took these things about himself into account and went ok these are part of my reality and i will work with them#and pete took his reality and went ok i will cover it up with fake tan and wigs or sunscreen and hats and make reality what i want it to be#and that's what makes them a good team!! that's why they science together well#it's also why they argue so much#accepting reality and playing within its constraints vs hating reality and changing it to suit you#these are the hallmarks of scientific progress
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well that's the worst nightmare I've had in a while
#we were at the grocery store and a shooter came in. my sibling and i were separated at the time.#they died. and i was theone to find their body afterward. so. that fucking sucked.#woke up and strted to cry bc i thought it was real for a second#dream journal#edit bc i dont eant to reblog it to say this but ive had time to process it now#i was the only fucking person who cared that xe died. the dream cut to after the shooter was arrested and we were preparing for xer funeral#i think the dream implied that yhe shooter was an ex employee at the store and my dad and i were trying to like. talk to the owners about Y#Your Ex Employee Killed My Fucking Sibling#and the manager or boss or ehoever just. didnt care. didnt have any sympathy#my dad was there. but he didnt speak. i had to beg the managet to feel anything for the child who was shot and killed in his store.#to pay for xer funeral? i dont know.#we were there getting a blind bag toy xe had talked aout going to get irl since it was a short walk there really#i was looking for those pink chocolate chips.#to make cookies fro my friends#thats why i eoke up thinking it was real i think#most of my set-in-reality nightmares hinge on something that Cant happen anymore. this one was based on Recent Events and Planned Events#i had woken up just before six. when xe gets up for school. so i stared crying bc Oh My God Xe's Dead Xe's Never Going To Go To School Again#i dont think ive looked them in the face at all today.
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You ever wake up from a dream so fucked that you have to sit there for 10 minutes after waking to rewrite the ending so that you can move on with your day or are you normal
#messages from knave#i keep having these ongoing dreams about an alternate reality version of my life#mainly about my parents#like right after i lost my job i had a dream that they'd moved to another state on a whim#and just told me to either upend my entire life to move to florida with them or figure it out#and i ended up moving into a much shittier apartment before realizing 'wait i have a whole house' and moving back into my own house in NJ#and then last night i dreamed I'd visited them and spent a day with my nephews then we all went to a wrestling match#and then after almost being run over by my dad cause he started driving while i was getting into the car#we go back to their house and i take a fat nap only to wake up in the dream and discover that I've disturbed this thumbelina sized toddler#that my mom jad apparentky adopted and then completely forgot about. and we wtruggled to getbit comfortable again on its little ved#then it escaped as toddlers do and i went through a comedy of errors trying to find it only to find it seemingly plastic and lifeless#only for it to start going through rapid metamorphosis into an adult and running around my parents house#my dad and i tried to stop it from growing up becuase every transformation opened up a new pocket dimension or something#then the dream changed into something else as my brain slowly booted back up from a migraine back into reality and i woke up#but the visage of a polly pocket sized toddler being left behind in my adult sized bed really shook me for some reason#it was so small and it was on a teeny pink pillow and it had a little purple teddy it kept dropping#but now I'm thinking of the logitstics of actually raising a child you could step on and squash by accident#that must be nerve wracking like how did thumbelina make it to adulthood without being confibed to a single room or even a single table#cause my first instinct is to build a diarama on a table for them and never let them leave until they're old enough to dodge
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